my intentions are different

i try to go by like i never knew u
am awake but ma worlds half asleep
seems as if u have heard this somewhere right??well may be if u were a back street boys fan ,u surely would have guessed that its from their song INCOMPLETE.
huh...scrupling feelings made me proclaim this to my crazy Christ mom ,when she asked me to write a poem on friendship.lol..poem??me??.just because i blabber some peter shit,it doesn't mean that i can write poems!
ok let me stop deviating as its my mind way of doing things. this excerpt mentioned above some how speaks the truth abt my college life.i keep murmuring this one whenever i see my lecturer (cha..naughty kid! i know what ur thinking).u c i mean it in a different way.
"i try to go by like i never know u"
now i mean that even if i know him/her ,i don't waana wish them and get recognized(which would jeopardize my hard earned title "THE SILENT MISCHIEF MAKER")nah..not even tat famous pleasing smile of mine would be spent!!
all i give them is a blank expression which makes them go nervous at times.

n through this "am awake but ma worlds half asleep" i assert that though i pretend to be wide awake n attentive ,actually speaking my worlds asleep .not just HALF asleep but its TOTALLY asleep.i do this pretending act to make them feel satisfied that at least one soul is listening to them.
duh..dont blame me for my benevolent servicing attitude plz..
bow u! gracias señoras y señores!! :)

MY CLASS

for those who have been following my crazy blog posts,here's yet another blog relating to my life at college,with a promising note that i wont bore u with some mokkais. heres a post about my very own class!!!
A class of ICE-Instrumentation and Control Engineer's or otherwise abbreviated as Intelligent and Challenging Enthusiasts (lol..;)),we are 67 in number.not more not less.our class is a plethora of different personalities.u can find anybody and everybody in there, video jockey(Aisu) ,film actor(Rakesh),singers(Mariam Sruthi,Revathi),professional bathroom singers(Me,n the whole of the first two benches ) ,international athletes(bino,pavi,prajun,valli appan,muthu anna,kabadi rama,twin brothers..etc..),future politicians(vijay raja,vijay chandra...lol) ,comedians(zoo,rads),professional comperes(dinesh aka. pulimoota,hari aka.butterfly),the gossip tabloid editors(among girls-varshini,vijetha,nithasha,shana,aarthi,kirthika. among boys-karthik,n the last benchers),barathanatyam dancer(abu),the silent yet sound intelligent people(poornima,sharada),perfectionists(me),the all time commentators (vignesh n group),percussionist(narasimhan),trumpet player(abichandra),the so called ICE TERROR (Terrible-Error)-deepika n
THE ICE DONS(ajorin,srinivasan,riaz,inamel,venkatesh,prajun...etc)u can guess them by their appearance!!
n many other VIPs left to talk about(can't type,lazy to just have my fingers sweat).
its been nearly 6 to 7 months and now i get to write about them all, as i've studied them (50 %)by my silent observations.
any time u drop into our class(other than maths n civil periods) there will be no commotion at all..cos we ll b sleeping ,recharging our brain cells!!
the most funniest class u could ever attend would be our maths class(shhhhhh..)
lol...i will get to write a separate post about that later.
we are a bunch of good ppl, we never ever irritate any lecturer.
every body will be amazed the way we are (;))and we always maintain a rapport with the neighboring department ppl by lending them english text books n lab coats!!!
the story about The Angels will be continued ..........

unforgettable part1

It was a good warm cloudy evening,i sat by a cup of tea.i was not my usual self,it was evident from the fact that i was reluctant to engage my mind in drinking it!!!
so what was that thought which was running like a flood in the veins of my brain??..
well it was nothing but the chain of events that happened to me that day!!
i admit it to u-i suffer from a chronic problem of thinking about what others would've thought about me. i know it doesn't help but i cant help but keep surmising about what others might have thought about me.
bad bloody embarrassing things happen to this visibly extrovert but totally introvert teen!
in spite of sharing her embarrassing moments with all of them she knew..that pain still refused to leave her heart..thus she decided to puke it into her blog..
"It was one fine morning n i ended up getting lil late than usual at 6.25 am (IST) because i had to do some last minute late night study for a engg.chemistry exam.
it took some 15 min to get ready to leave to the college..n i rushed out from my house to the bus stop..PAUSE..before that my mom was really pestering me to have some coffee,lest i would faint for having an empty stomach n overworked brain ;)
the coffee was annoyingly very hot ,so i refused to drink.but i donno y but that day i really couldnt figure out what went wrong wid my mom..that she came up with an idea of packaging that steaming coffee in a tupperwear pet bottle..having stunned by her affection ,i too carried it in my backpack ..RETURNing to the bus stop scene..the bus had already started leaving n i as usual brought it to a halt n was gettin into it and i suddenly heard a pop..perplexed about where the sound was from..to my dismay i found that it was from the tupperwear which my mom had sent.
the eager steam from that lava hot coffee caused all the disaster by helping the tupperwear lid to skyrocket a projectile distance all the way out of my bus.that was not just the bloody thing that happened.this was followed by showering some drops of coffee on my fellow bus mates who happened to never notice it though(thick skinned i guess ;))having already come late to the bus ,i din want to stop the driver n enjoy the privilege of searching for the cap.thus was forced to drink the coffee in front of some 50 odd ppl.my luck(:0) the bus was full n i was forced to sit on the foot-board (center stage!!)n all those around were wondering what i was drinking inspite of having their exams to study for.had a hellova time then.but atleast the exam that day turned out lucky" phew....crazy tales n their surprise gales
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........they r killing me!!!!

The one day that i enjoyed at col.......

A day at college was simply superb with all periods free n a rainy climate outside.all we had to do was to roam about outside(perhaps just inside the campus!).only hindrance was the water stagnating here n there at the sides,but it was clean enough to feel like drenching ur feet in it.but was watchful about those slimy small snakes!.well yes my college is a house for wild squirrels,large number of sparrows,garden rats,crows(how can i miss them?),many different wild birds etc...n homo sapiens ,of course.
well then i was roaming about with a set of friends ,talking all the way we walked.
it was really fun walking simply around the college with some sneak-peaks here n there,
which are quite rare ;).trespassed into the lady's gym for hostilities n tried out some equipments with the desire to become karnum malleshwari within few minutes ,so that we could lift n throw our skinny block incharges..(lol).then got out of the gym because it started getting sultry inside(bloody ppl! they turned off the AC).then heard that there were some auditions going on in the auditorium n ppl really longed to hear me singing. so lent my voice, but fortunately was asked to stop abruptly because the mech guy who was the selector out there couldn't resist my beautiful bombay jayashree like husky voice(ok...now stop recalling how my voice is!). Then i continued my tour around the college n went back into my class to witness few strange things (well yes the air was filled with flirtings here n there ;) ! ).Then went to see the hostel n its inmates.A girl who resided there, was my guide.
Got introduced to many friends out there n had some hot chat with them!
Then my tour ended as the watch showed 2.45 pm ,had to run to catch a seat in the bus(that's another tedious affair!). hey did i miss the food that i had that day? well its was a saturday n staurdays menu
1.all types of rice-sambar rice,tomato rice,ghee rice,coconut rice,curd rice,
n occasionally malai kofta is served.
2.ice cream (flavor varies each saturday).
what can i say,its the only thing that other college students can envy about!