November 27, 2011

EXERCISING THE GIFT OF ANGER

one day u start hating this whole life of urs.every romantic rain drop turns out to be a chill prick of pain and every pleasant sunny morning would seem like a hot irritating beginning.it just gets worse.it will almost look like you dont know the reason behind all the ill feelings.all that you thought as your achievement would seem like the face of an ordinary and all that you wanted to achieve ,would become unseemly.the crush u tried to impress all the time would look like the stupidest joke of ur life.
every word from every mouth would suck and the worldly life would prove to be a waste of time.

Many people cope with situations like these by venting their anger by expectorating words that have been imprinted in their brains as bad.few others express the suppressed fury in the form of physical violence ,which can have classified targets.
there are some who smoke and there are some who drink and there are some who believe that listening to music would help.
by the end of all these relinquishing ,they end up crying and sadness prevails.

yet there is this big hole that would never fill up with any amount of anything.the more you try to shy away from it,the more it pulls,just like a black hole.

to understand this great tree of ill-feelings,u travel down to explore the roots that are so firmly grounded.all u find is resentment ,indignation,envy,rancor and bitterness.
just as u do all this ,u find that there is more than a root cause to it.all this only adds up to the pile of hatred .
the questions that were never asked,fearing the unavailability of answers ,props up and the whole thing makes u dizzy and u either safely end up on ur bed or somewhere in the hospital or in a meta state.

Anger and hatred are like the unavoidable labyrinth of our life..if u accidentally get into it,it becomes really difficult to find a way out and in the dew course ,few ppl desperately try coming out of it by trying to burn down the tall haze and eventually they burn along with it.
and there are few ,who are still trying to get out !!!

October 4, 2011

NEW AVATAR !

Quite impressed with my new blogger .very spacious ,blank white space of nothing that worries you.really feels wonderful to write ,empty my heart :)
So..back to emptying my heart.off late i have started having a philosophical view towards everything that's happening.And i feel quite content with it too.
I sometimes ponder about why i pursue this habit of blogging .
come on! i am not grossing anything from this and neither do i care about who reads it .yet i write something here like as if am sharing something with a friend ,somewhere in this world.Its indeed satisfying.one question i am bothered to ask right now is
so where do you find happiness?
nope ,am not being an art of living guru here ! but yet i wanna ask someone ,only to explain them that its in them ...yeah it gets all mokkai and boring after this! i know :O so were Paulo Coelho's books. But when you really try to seek something ,everything becomes interesting.
now where on the world is happiness boss? its in you..in your pacifying answers to your heart .
you are your boss n you decide what makes you happy. if somebody doesn't understand your perception ,then let understanding yourselves be your inception (hows the rhyming? ;P ) towards the path of happiness .
I would die to quote what my friend was saying the other day
you might be surrounded by many people from your lives but it should be understood that everything is transient.
even your shadow doesn't follow you when its dark ! Take a cue from Lord Krishna's life ,he is associated with
many but yet he is alone and that makes him the god !
So,all i wanna say is Be your own GOD and seek happiness in all you think and let your brain be the RAM for worries and ROM for happiness !! ...