The19-20 attitude

life at 19-20 is all mixed up ,just the way our IPL 20-20s are.More cool than ever before,not caring about keeping up with toppers,seeing life the way i feel it should be seen.sometimes it sounds like am way far away from the serious image people taught i had.stopped taking the so called advice that teachers give in the manner of scoldings.instead started giving silly answers to their questions in my mind and then as always end up laughing out of control.
barefacedly admitting that i have had many a crush and just one love ,happily one sided is now kind of a regime.Giving hypocritical guidance to friends when they have heart breaks though mostly dealing with teenage love has become a part of my day to day activities and this is seen by many outsiders of my college life as a gifted quality to become a HR.
crazy burgers!!
speaking of which,reminds me my new found fondness for vivek and vadivel comedies.most of the interesting or funny conversations i have, will never be devoid of their insipid dialogues which somehow seems inspiring and funny to many.Even if u are a Shakespeare you are supposed to speak the butler english ,if u dont you are tagged PETER.And so was i!before u ponder over what i just said,let me clearly confirm that i am no where related to the former.
I still dont posses the swagger of a college kid ,the moment i start worrying about results and studies or i have a book in my hand ,even if i were just holding it ,peers start giving a stare that makes one feel that she is a UFO, who descended from pluto.
To top all this is my worrying diet,which is so fickle that i always end up eating at the delicious veg row at college ,adding anxiety the calorie way.three continues days of diet row causes the transformation of becoming the attractive girl of future to a college kid with the spirit that's unheeding to grab some guys gaze. Then one fine day results come and again i am the NERD of nerds for just a week.After which the spring loosens up to unleash its laziness and vigor to be called "hey ur Cool!"